The life & ramblings of Bound2Tease

Blechhhhhh !


Too many chiefs not enough indians!

I sometimes get into those mood where I need a instant "fix", well I have saying that I was going to get a new tattoo during my 35th year of life and turning 36 was fastly approaching for me... August 7th...so today I had my friend Leah take me out to get my new tat. I have known for awhile where I wanted it, on my right thigh and had a general theme for it.... ended up at this little shop off of South Street and 2 hours later walked out with it. I love it- I cant wait to add to it.... I will get a picture taken of it soon and post it.
I actually started to fall asleep during it until the girl started to get into the meat of my thigh and did the shading...ouch!

I love the way a new tattoo feels on my skin- it reminds me that I am alive... much how I feel when I am bottoming.

More to come later....

Back in Live Journal- figured I should since I heard so many people I know are here now.

Will post an update on how things are in the next day or so.....


Till then...ciao

I hate the cold! ! ! ! I woke up this morning to find ice literally on the inside of my bedroom windows..... it felt like I had a window open. This apartment is so drafty and I hate it!

I have an ad on collarme.com under the name of Bound2tease and someone I know answered it... I wrote him back and told him who he responded to, we knew each other by face but that was about it... we exchanged some emails back and forth for a few days and spoke on the phone... things seemed to go well so we decided to meet on sunday.
Saturday evening I went to my friends house, they had a intimate get together- very laid back, low key and relaxing... we all sat around and discussed things, had some improtu demos and as always I learned a few new things... I even got to play some which was suprising... I enjoyed it.

Sunday afternoon I met up with "j" for a late lunch- the conversation seemed to flow very well.. are we a match? I don't really know but we will see how things go- if anything we will become good friends....

Too friggin cold to do much...

I got my first strap on harness on friday afternoon and I went ahead and got a new pretty blue gel dildo to go with it. Friday nite when I was all alone, I opened up the packages and place the strap on , with dildo. I couldn't keep my hands off of it. I jumped up and down and moved left and right admiring myself in my full length mirror. I then laid down on my bed and started to play with this new toy of mine.. now I know why boys find it so hard to keep their hands off themselves. I love the fact that at any given moment I can just switch it out for a different size, depending on my mood. I can definetly seeing myself needing more and more to chose from.
Sunday afternoon I headed over to my mentors house to spend the day with her and her submissive. I got them both a piggy butt plug and her submissive put it on and was doing little pig sounds, I was laughing so hard. The pigplug was definetly a good idea, I can see them having lots and lots of fun with it in the future. She asked if I brought my new toy and I said yes, I couldnt wait to show it to them both. So I got it out and showed it off. I learned something new on sunday- I got to try out strap on "n". From the moans and groans I heard from his direction he seemed to be enjoying it, I asked him to tell me when something was good feeling and something was bad-this being my first time and all. He said I was a natural... awwww- that made me feel so good inside hearing that from him. I was getting an andreline rush so afterwards I decided to warm up his butt some with my paddles -So "n" popped my cherry with the strap on. Thank you "D" for letting him do so with me. We had a very relaxed evening- was went for a walk, then had dinner-which was delicious- this was the first time in my 34 years of having home made sauce, and we just hung out and watched some tv. This was a good way of ending the weekend.

Some morning ramblings.....



"Discipline is just choosing between what you want now and what you want most." ~Anon.

Hmmmmm- this is so true- I have found myself doing this from time to time... I see something I really want and then I sit back and say to myself, ok is this just a instant gratification thing that I should just let go- then I think about something I want more that yet I can't attain.

When I go to stores and see a good sale sometimes I impulse buy items, I think part of me is that I don't want another person to get that item if its the last one, I want the satisfication of having it myself and knowing what a good deal I got on it.
I find it pretty funny- I look in my closet and find alot of those items, things I have only worn once or twice.

Soooo when my pending move coming up in a few months, I decided to purge alot of things in my life- boy what chore this has been. I have my "babies"- my high heels shoes, I am such a shoe slut- back in the day before I shattered my ankle I was able to wear these gorgeous, sexy shoes and I was the ultimate bargain hunter when it came to finding them. Well 90 percent of them I parted with- this was so hard, I use to just open up my closet pull a pair out, place them on my feet as I sat on the bed and thats it.

I decided that they should go to good homes so luckily I found someone who will take good care of them.... so now when I open up my closet, I appreciate the new space I have, yet part of me is a little sad about my "babies".

Ok, here is a little bit about what I have been doing the last couple of weeks and what I have learned.

I have been very fortunate enough to have met a Fem Dom and her male slave (they are married). They are very local to me and we seemed to have clicked very well in the last couple of weeks.
She has been kind enough to teach me some things and answer alot of questions, her and her slave both are incredible. One saturday she invited me over for the afternoon and let her slave be of service to me in anyway I wished. I had a great time, this was my first experience having someone for me the whole afternoon. We played some, he worshipped my body from head to toe and left me speechless. I was really able to get to know this man not just as a slave but as a person too. His Mistress came back to the house a few hours later and she and I teased him some before she opened up her house to a goddess worship nite. He continued to be at my service at the party.
Since then I have been invited back and got a few more lessons... poor him! (yeh right!). I got a lesson on cbt, orgasm denial, tens unit.... this has me thirsty for more! This couple is a joy to be around and a wealth of information. I am throughly enjoying the friendship the three of us have.

Today I took a day off from work in hopes to accomplish a few things- one of them was to spend some time with the girls- we went "toy" shopping and I got a few new things for my toy bag. I was hoping to go over to see "n" today since his Mistress has been kind enough to allow me to come over and play with him whenever I wish, but unfortunatly my toy expediation ran longer than expected. I was certainly looking forward to seeing him today and breaking in my new strap on- he was kind enough to offer to be the first person I ever used one on. Hopefully I will get a chance to make it up to him for not coming over today, on Sunday evening.

Well thats it for right now...
Bound

First of all I want to thank you for taking a look at my journal. This I hope will be something that people will find interesting and want to come back and read.

Here is a little background information for those of you who don't know me.

I am currently 34 years old, single and living in South Jersey. I will be moving to South Philly come this spring and I am very excited about doing this. I work in Philly for a international company- ( I won't bore you with those details for they are very very boring).

I started out in bdsm about 5-1/2 years ago after finding it online and doing alot of reading. Things really started to click for me when I decided to take it offline and go "real". I had a few bumpy months, met some shady characters and its amazing that from a few of my first experiences in bdsm, I didnt turn around and run. I didn't and thankful that I chalked it up as a few good lessons learned and moved on. It should be noted that I came into bdsm as a submissive. I have had two what I call serious relationships in the time I have spent in bdsm- ironically both relationships were poly in nature with a male dominant and his female slave. My most recent one ended offically about a month ago but emontionally I feel it ended much longer than that. I don't regret these relationships, I see them all as be very positive.
From the time I found bdsm online- I craved a more active community and where I lived 5 years ago- well there was zippo in that regards. I was lucky that in my search to be more "out"- I found a good job in the Philly area and moved from the boonies to the big city. I found the community I was searching for and better yet found a group whom I regard as my family. They are more like a family to me than my blood family. So, I got very involved in the organization and this so far has been one of the best decisions I have ever made for my life.

I started to begin to feel my dominant side coming about about a year and half ago I guess- it started to tug at me and I kept trying to push it back into a dark corner. It kept coming out and each time stronger than before. I am lucky in that I have supportive friends that I could go to and try to help me sort it out. The "Queen" has been an amazing source of information and support and I finally came over to the "dark side" with her and many others support and guidance.

Soooo, here I am- trying my darnest to figure out how the male submissive mind works- I know how a female submissive mind works pretty well I believe since I was one in the past.